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Eye of the Beholder.

Great title, right?  Hopefully?

Been doing some thinking.  I started this blog for a place to be me and vent if I needed to and... well... Who needs that?  The world does not need anyone else ranting and venting.  And I don't need a place to spill my woes (I have a great husband, mom and sister, not to mention friends who have the honor and pleasure of listening to me enough as is).  

So I am re-titling my blog in hopes to give it a better feel.  This is my world from my eyes.  I hope that you will appreciate what my typing fingers are trying to relay from my eyes and heart to yours.
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